Not even a week… not even a frickin week and it might already end. I suppose it ain’t that bad, my current record for losing a girlfriend is 14 hours so I haven’t beaten that yet. I’m texting that girl I told you about and I guess we have gotten into a little spat. She is one of those people who think that they are worthless and they suck at everything and n matter what they say you can’t make them feel better. I usually try to avoid those people because of how they make me feel when I try to make them feel better and they deny it. They make me feel Helpless, useless, like I’m not worth half a shit for not even being able to make someone feel better about themselves… I don’t understand why people have to be like that. I really don’t. What possible reason could ANYONE have for hating themselves that much? It’s a survival instinct to not think you are not attractive. If you don’t think you are attractive, you don’t mate, and mammals are intended for what? That’s right, mating. So it’s bullshit when you tell me that “It’s just the way I am” no it’s not! That is physically impossible unless you are a mental patient. The only other explanation for why people do that is because they get some sort of masochistic high for doing it, and that’s even more of a reason for me to stay away from them. Maybe they get off on people trying? I don’t know. I don’t know…
I do know this… this won’t end well.
